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| Soon, it will be the F.3's final exam, don't know why I still have time to type my xanga!!??? Anyway, this time, the pressure is much more greater, not because of the amount of the study areas, but because of the stress that I MUST NOT be pushed out of the top 10 list!! Last time, I'm No. 9 and it has depressed me a lot already. Hope God blesses me (and the others). Let's fight the exam 'til the end !! | | |
| Many things have happened these few days. RIDICULOUS THINGS! I know it is rude of us to do such things and God would never appreciate this. I hope we can gather together again and be honest to each other. As friends, the most important thing is to TRUST! No trustess, there should be no friendship at all. Why can't we just tell each other what have been in our hearts and just laugh that out? It would be OK and I don't care if anyone want to challenge me or have any comments about me. Chill out, buddy, just tell me! | | |
| Crying seems to be what I'm doing these days...depressed, and frustrated. I felt my friends are leaving me, even the one whom I think I can trust and be a normal friend...seems so far from me. I am strong! I am strong! I've told myself not less than a thousand times, but that won't work. After all the things I've done, I'm still a fool to you, I'm still a joke, and still "nothing". All the things you've done are not for me, but for the whole group of people. Everytime I think I'm a 'special case" from others, actually, I'm only one of the large herd of salman swimming around you, I'll never be the special mermaid who would attract your attention. I'm not her, never, and so you won't see me at the first place. That's fine! But as time passes by, I find that my place in your heart is sinking...ten(maybe never reach that top), hundred, thousand...and the only thing I can do is still...cry. | | |
| We Are One As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we
Don't understand
And the only thing we know
Is things don't always go
The way we planned.
But you'll see every day
That will never turn away
When it seems all your dreams come undone.
We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more then we are
We are one
Family family
We are one
Family family
We are one
If there's so much I must be
Can I still just be me
The way I am
Can I trust in my own heart
Or am I just one part
Of some big plan
Even those who are gone
Are with us as we go on
Your journey has only begun
Tears of pain tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride deep inside
We are one
Family family
We are one
Family family
We are one
We are one
You and I
We are like the earth and sky
One family under the sun
All the wisdom to lead
All the courage that you'll need
You will find
When you see
We are one
Family family
We are one
Family family
We are one family
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| Today, Uck + her little bro. + Joyce + I went to QC's open day. It's very crowded and in comparison, our school's activities are sooooo naive. They had fishing (in the Japanese way which people use a thin paper to catch the goldfish), anatomy of white mice, games with chemical or physical reactions, magic, introduction of flights, etc.
But, what do we have? Naive games which only suits kindergarten toddlers. Though it's weird, I must say..."I WANNA STUDY IN QC!!!!" After I've been to there, I had a sudden feeling that I also wanna visit Sing Yin's open day. I daresay it won't be worse than the one of QC. | | |
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